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This past 2 weeks certainly has been very very very overwhelming for me. From house hunting to dealing with agent to packing and moving in between working.

Some might ask to cut down my gym time. FYI, I only went to the gym once this week and if I don't, Cik Panda meroyan tau tak. I'll be cranky and grumpy.

We are yet to settle as there are too many things to pack and throw away. Banyak barang-barang di rumah tu barang peninggalan kawan-kawan or ex-housemate. 

Dear people, be kind to your friends. 

If you are going back for good, please settle all your things and don't leave it with your friends. Unless they ask for it, just send it back or throw it away. Jangan kasi semak rumah kawan-kawan kamu tu. 

Honestly, these past few days I felt so alone as I have to do most things myself. Friends who are able to help are occupied at the moment with family matters. I have no one but to depend on my other friends and colleagues for help. 

Kamu bayangkan macam mana mau angkat kotak-kotak buku, rak kasut turun dari tingkat 4 bangunan yang tiada lift?

And there's only my little car to transport things to the new house. So I have to make many many trips, after work, before work and on off day.  

As much as I can do things on my own, there are times when I really need help. At times, I'm tired of being capable and independent. At times, I wish to sit on my hands and let people do things for me. 

It's always a surprise when people that came to help you are those you never expect they would. Cik Pah has been very helpful from the beginning. House hunting, dealing with agent and even helped me to carry things. 

HJ also came and helped me to carry things little by little. Ada faedah juga keep in touch dengan ex ni kan. Bwahaha

On the other hand, there's this guy, Z who I've known for about 3 weeks through Tinder but never met him before. He insisted to come and help me move since he's going to be in KL for training (he lives in Malacca). I was really reluctant sebab Cik Panda segan and takut terhutang budi. 

Hutang emas boleh dibayar, hutang budi tergadai body uolsss. 

Takut la Cik Panda.

He was really persistent and I agreed to let him help if he let me buy him dinner. So he came after training and helped us moved the heavy AF wardrobe. And still texted me the next day.  

If you consider meeting someone for the first time as a first date, that's the weirdest first date I ever had.

Few days later, he came for training again and this time joined me and friends for dinner. And still texted me the next day even after seeing how crazy and bermulut hanjeng my friends are. So yeah, he proved that he wasn't a jackass. 

On another hand, I got on really well with this guy, let's just call him Mr. Horny Goat Weed. 

H, I know you are reading this and you know why I call you that. heh. 

There are times when you can't get physical help but it's wonderful when someone gives you emotional support even when they are far from you. So that's what happened with Mr HGW. He called me up one night and listened to my ramblings, complaints, frustrations, calmed me down and cheered me up. 

I terharu sampai menangis uols. Ni betul ni tak tipu langsung. Walaupun Cik Panda akak sado tetapi hati tetap hati seorang gadis ayu yang mudah tersentuh. Puit. haha

Yes I cried because for one moment I felt I wasn't alone, because i felt that someone actually cared about me. 

I have to say nice things because he stalked my blog. 

But honestly I really-really do appreciate his support.

See, siapa cakap Tinder hanya untuk orang sangap berhook-up? 

When you are far away from family and relatives, friends are the only people you can depend on but when they are also occupied with other things, you can always depend on scandals mendals. 

Gituuuuuuuu

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